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Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Death
7/27/2010 02:26:00 AM

27/07/2010. 2.50am.

I thought I would sleep very early tonight due to the killing run I had with Bryan and TM just now, but it wasn't so in fact.

Read some posts from some friends and realized that many of them have a goal to achieve, a plan to follow and a target to meet.

Here I am rotting my holidays away at home.

I eat, sleep and play aimlessly.

Spend a lot but earn zero.

Suddenly the guilt engulfed me, not only this but also at grandpa’s death.

Sis and mum were watching the recorded video taken at grandpa’s funeral ten over years back.

They were, as usual, tearing away.

Then sis asked me, how if the video they were watching is for my granny, who is still alive healthily.

I didn’t dare to think of it and scolded her for the nonsense.

Then away I went for a bath, thinking of the scenario when grandma is dead.

I am terrified; I don’t want any of my loved ones to leave me.

I can’t image what we will do without grandma, or even my parents.

Death is part and parcel of life, everyone has to go through, but I don’t wish and am really scared to see them departing.

We felt somewhere guilty for not staying by grandpa’s side before he closed his eyes for good; we were all in school then.

We spent very little time with grandpa, our most respectful and beloved person in this world.

Now, I see the need to take care of grandma more, talk more to her and make sure she does not feel lonely.

What we all can do now is really to cherish all our loved ones before it’s too late.

* "If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character; would you slow down or speed up?" *

It's not that I am heartless, I cried painfully deep in my heart.

I miss my ah gong truly deeply madly, but I know I will never have him back again.



Monday, July 19, 2010
7/19/2010 02:56:00 PM

Photos taken during MBS days. 22/06/2010, photographer: Jackson Leong.


Friday, 16th July, Linyan met me at Yishun MRT at around 1pm.
Then we headed to MBS.
However we reached, the whole of marketing department was having meeting so both of us went to TDR to wait for them.
After a while ZH came and helped us to get some food, we ate one chicken wing each =)
After their meeting ended at around 4.30pm, we went to pass the time sheets to Denise and headed to the bus bay, hoping to get on the 5pm bus.
But in the end we failed, due to these:



Left MBS before 6pm but reached home already 7pm.
Knowing most of my girlfriends will be late so I took a quick bath and then got myself ready for the 'social night' later on.
Met the girls at around 8.30pm at AMK Hub's New York New York and rushed off at 10pm to meet Huilong and Bryan at the station.







The night at Phuture was rather fun except the moments when Faye and I felt sleepy and tired.
And also, the stupid handphone of mine with no flash light.
We had a difficult time trying to take photos with it and I had left my camera inside my hangbag which was resting happily at the counter.


Yesterday Shengen suggested that we go to the Fort Canning Park, but it was sadly cancelled due to the afternoon rain.
Then Laihui, SE and I met at AMK Hub at 2pm where SE got cheated SGD60K!!!
The evidence:





We spent our afternoon eating and eating untill Huijie came at 5 plus.
Then we chatted and took some photos.
The whole day passed on chatting and eating, with little shopping.


Then while waiting for the train home at AMK, I saw Yiling!


Sunday, July 11, 2010
4/6 BBQ
7/11/2010 11:11:00 AM

The BBQ on Satursday was quite a success, nearly 20 people turned up at the peak of Fushan Garden.
Thank you Zhonghao, Zhongyang, Huilong, Yande and Tady's help in organising this event.
Finally, from today onwards, I am very free once again.
I need more outings, crazy ones !!!!


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