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Friday, May 20, 2011
know the right time to joke
5/20/2011 11:12:00 PM

Sometimes I really don't know when can I joke and when not to?


My friends and I were doing project in school today and before we left, one of them tried to push back the table.
However, as he didn't notice that my laptop was on the table so in the end the laptop dropped onto the floor as the table was pulled sideways.
Of course I didn't blame the friend who did that.
So I joked and said if not for friend B who put my laptop on the table, it wouldn't have dropped.
I am not sure if I sounded serious or friend B just took it so seriously that he actually said he was not to be blamed.
And still said I can just delete the part of the project that he did.
I told him I didn't blame him, and that I was joking only.
But he sounded serious, thought not angry.

I felt so sad suddenly, because I am not blaming him.
I felt like being accused, then I just teared in e car, not speaking much.
Actually, even if the laptop spoils, I doubt I will even tell them, so that they won't feel guilty.
But why did he take it as that I am blaming him?

I am NOT, seriously.
Perhaps, I shall learn not to joke with them the next round.

越来越难了解人了


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