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She is my best girlfriend, we confide in each other very often since upper secondary.
I think she is the only friend who has seen my first official boyfriend, through picture.
Of course she told me many of her secrets too, of those, some are actually so personal that if I were her, I might not have the courage to tell others.
We like to criticize each other, but deep in our hearts, we know we love each other!
Also, recently I have just learnt how to track people who viewed my blog.
Guess what? She is my top fan, with the highest view rate.
Thank you girl!
Whenever she went for holiday, no matter how near the country is, she would buy me small gifts.
Sometimes, she will just buy for me only, not even for our friends.
That is the reason why she is always the first person on my mind whenever I go overseas.
Remember there was this time when her brother went to China for attachment, he bought her a panda toy.
When she showed me, I joked that she should take one for me too.
And that night, she texted me saying that she got me one, but of different colour.
I was rather touched, though I am not really fancy about panda, but it is really the thought that makes me treasure the toy so much.
Sometimes I do complain to friends about her, saying things about her (of course not speaking ill of her, just purely complaining).
But when other friends saying BAD things about her, I will get so angry and scold them.
Perhaps they will think that I am so hypocrite, I say things about her yet don't allow others to do so.
Yes I know I am very unreasonable, but that's me, you can't do anything!
One random night, she called me at midnight 2plus, crying and complaining about the guy.
I know she was hurt deeply, I couldn't help much and wanted to cab to her house to keep her accompanied.
But it was our exam period that time so she stopped me from doing so.
Now she has been more matured in handling relationship stuffs, but get scoldings from me still.
I just don't want her to get cheated again and again.
Or perhaps those are not scoldings, but nagging, just for her own good.
Perhaps because of that, now she tells me lesser secrets already :(
Just now, I was reading her blog, and came across this:
I also don't know why. I only want to hang out with the few close friends of mine but they are always not free. lol. So that leaves me with no choice but to be alone.
Suddenly I felt so guilty, so sad that I am always not free for her.
That is why I felt the urge to write this post before I go prepare for a friend's 21st Party later.
I just want to let this friend know that though I am busy, I didn't forget about her like what she thinks.
Sorry dear, I will sure make time for you next week, we can go for dinner and chit chat again like before.
Promise, okay?
Okay, I am running late, it's 5pm now, I have only 30 minutes to prepare. Oh My Tien!
Write a better one next time (: