I skipped school this morning as I couldn’t wake up. Far too tired, and that was the signal for my bad cramp afterwards. I woke up at 9.30am to continue with my story book. Then at around 11plus, Elton’s mum came to my house to pass us gift for the baby girl. Then I went to the toilet and realized that’s the time of the month, though from days ago, hpy already kept reminding me that it’s around time. So I was prepared and went to bed after washing up. Then suddenly the cramp came and my legs went numb. Slowly I dozed off till the phone rang. It was a call from my boyfriend. He told me that he packed me food and wanted to drive me to school. I told him it is okay, I can cook maggie for myself. Then after 30mins, he appeared with 3 packets of food and 2 boxes of strawberries. He asked me to eat the chicken porridge and dumplings then duck rice for bro. However, when I opened the porridge, it is chicken and century egg. I told myself to bear with porridge, bear with century eggs, for his effort. But I felt sorry as I could bring myself to eat the porridge but really not with century eggs. Then he showed disappointment, he apologized and said he didn’t know there were century eggs inside. I have no appetite to eat so thought I should blog. 

Actually I wanted to blog since yesterday night after talking to hpy regarding some issues. I realized my boyfriend is such a nice guy, the best in the world whom I can’t seem to find any replacement thus far. I know perhaps I am bias, but even my whole family and friends who don’t know him in person also said that I must be stupid, must be out of my mind to break up with him. I remember there was once my hpy did something serious and had hurt me, when told my bf, he was so mad that he said he will scratch his car if he sees it. Then I jokingly asked hpy to be careful though immediately after that, boyfriend said that he was kidding and no matter how much he hates someone he also won’t do that kind of childish thing. Knowing him for six year, I know better than anyone else that he was joking. I was rather sad that someone actually criticized him and thought that he was childish or stupid to be like that. He thinks that boyf is a bad boyfriend, however he himself doesn’t even have what my boyf has. I was totally disappointed in him, and regretted much in telling him that.

After yesterday, I felt the guilt for boyfriend again. Just now when he knew that I am sick today he packed food for me immediately and wanted to send me to school but I rejected. Whenever he knows I have tuition at night he will send me there and wait for me for hours under the block. He knows that I am close to many guys so he always allows me to go out with them though he didn’t really like it. I think I was not a good girlfriend in the past, I am cruel to have created irreversible misery in him now. 

I just dozed off for hours due to my intense cramp, glad that hpy is so understanding (: Going to meet him now. Shall continue after dinner (:

Just had tzichar dinner with DC-2, and played a while at NP Timezone, now back to continue with this post.

Well, as I was saying, I am someone who won’t go and talk bad about my boyfriend or hpy, especially to someone I barely know. To me, my boyf and hpy are the two most important men in my life now, apart from my family. So I won’t go around telling friends who don’t know him something bad about him. People do judge. I want to protect my best friends and boyf, thus I will only tell them about the good things my boyf does to me, and if there’s a need to complaint, I will usually confide in my sis or someone who knows him and won’t judge him base on the only one story I mention. This is the way a true friend/girlfriend should do. Isn’t it? Boyf is such a rare guy whom appears in my life and will never leave again. No matter what the future awaits us, I will still be there for him if he needs me. I am willing to make any sacrifice for him should there be a need, course, he worth it. If you don’t know him, please, Judge-Him-Not!