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It was Baby Shannon's one month celebration on Saturday, 18-Aug-2012, Elgin stayed over and I realized he whatsapp-ed my sister days ago. He told her that he has many short comings and is hot tempered. He told her that he always scold me for small things and didn't treat me very nice over the years that's why I broke up with him. Then he made my sister promise him not to let me know this conversation.
I felt very sad seeing that. He is as usual so thoughtful to me, especially things related to me. I know he is sometimes a bit frantic when something happen to me, but its all because he loves me too much. Whenever my mum scolds me he will always speak up for me and will even ring my mum to explain things for me. I think he is not like this, he didn't always scold me like what he told my sister and he treated me very nice, really very very nice. Thus seeing him always so thoughtful for me even after I have hurt him so much really made me feel more sinful. His family also treats me like their daughter-in-law, even now they still will ask me over for dinner and etc. I really have no face to see them and really don't know what to do next. I really think it is very cruel to treat him this way. Everyone thinks that he is so nice, even I also know I can never find anyone better than him. HOW?